My inconsistencies moves for you.

For Monday aka Monique

It's the way that you smile.

From the first time, we FaceTimed in a while

You're the one one who stays in the aisles of my brain

Even though we are three hundred miles away.

I go months without talking to you

In those times, I feel blue.

But when I talk to you are the one

one who sticks me together just like glue.

When I feel like we renew our friendship|situationship

Thats not what I wish for,

but I'll take until the time is true.

It's like I go back to that one time.

I met you at the shuttle in front of Atkins headed to music city.

You remember during the recession

They called it free session Thursday.

It's such a pity.

That I was never able to completely express myself.

I suppressed how I felt cause of fear..

but in my imagination I go off into a world where we are established.

Your right by my side when I accept the award and I profess my hidden emotions to everyone.

I say thank you to the Academy, to the foreign press, thank you clergy, thank you blah blah

Then I suddenly change and

I say to the audience y'all look at my booo.

She is the one who reverses my blue.

It's true.

I thank God

for putting me in the presence of you.

You cool my anxiety.

You steady my hand.

You coach me to Gods master plan.

I sometimes feel like you coming into my life

Was like the savior asking the man will thou be made whole today?

I say this because a black man lived with holes, dark pits.

& sometimes Nothing seems fits.

But you come into that space and make it legit

Man I am telling you it's lit!

Y'all she tames the anger

When I am with her I never feel in danger.

I tell you it is strange and even stranger

to think there could have been a

chance that I never met you.

But until that day.

I will just say

That my inconsistencies moves for you