For Monday aka Monique
It's the way that you smile.
From the first time, we FaceTimed in a while
You're the one one who stays in the aisles of my brain
Even though we are three hundred miles away.
I go months without talking to you
In those times, I feel blue.
But when I talk to you are the one
one who sticks me together just like glue.
When I feel like we renew our friendship|situationship
Thats not what I wish for,
but I'll take until the time is true.
It's like I go back to that one time.
I met you at the shuttle in front of Atkins headed to music city.
You remember during the recession
They called it free session Thursday.
It's such a pity.
That I was never able to completely express myself.
I suppressed how I felt cause of fear..
but in my imagination I go off into a world where we are established.
Your right by my side when I accept the award and I profess my hidden emotions to everyone.
I say thank you to the Academy, to the foreign press, thank you clergy, thank you blah blah
Then I suddenly change and
I say to the audience y'all look at my booo.
She is the one who reverses my blue.
It's true.
I thank God
for putting me in the presence of you.
You cool my anxiety.
You steady my hand.
You coach me to Gods master plan.
I sometimes feel like you coming into my life
Was like the savior asking the man will thou be made whole today?
I say this because a black man lived with holes, dark pits.
& sometimes Nothing seems fits.
But you come into that space and make it legit
Man I am telling you it's lit!
Y'all she tames the anger
When I am with her I never feel in danger.
I tell you it is strange and even stranger
to think there could have been a
chance that I never met you.
I will just say
That my inconsistencies moves for you